Missing Vanesa
While there are only 6 days to go and 18 in total, to say I miss Vanesa would be an understatement. I’m not depressed, but I’m not myself either. I’ve never felt anything like this before, and I guess that’s a good thing. If I weren’t missing her, there would be a problem. What is that phrase? “Absence makes the heart grow fonder?” So very true.
Because she’s in Bolivia, the only way we can communicate is via MSN Messenger if we both happen to be online at the same time. On Sunday she told me she had thought quite a while about the possibility of cutting her vacation short in order to be with me. Obviously she wasn’t going to do that to her friend or sacrifice the opportunity to enjoy such a beautiful trip. But the fact that she was even thinking like that made me emotional. My mind cannot comprehend that there is someone who wants to be with me that much. It’s extremely special and very, very new for me. All I’ve known is being liked by someone for whom I did not have feelings or vice versa.
